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Showing posts with label Reason. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Reason. Show all posts

Friday, February 11, 2011

The End before the Beginning


Have you ever felt like there was a chance that you had to start over when there was not a need to at that point?


           At this point, in my life, I am coming to learn myself and this has made me realize that the things I once liked or even value deeply, I no longer find any interest in them to any degree. For example, I have had my first blog for about five years and I faithfully “Vented” a few times a week if not more, well I just deleted it tonight. Deep down, something told me not to because it holds my history but in the same sense, I feel it is time to let go and move forward with certain things in my life. Therefore, with me closing that out, I feel like I have a brand new canvas and can paint another picture of my life.  But need I ask myself, what was the sole purpose, I do not even know at this point, all I can say is once day I will do one of two things: forget about it or find a direct reason why. For now, I will, yet again, move through my life as I have did for the last 22 years with my mind open and with the hopes that I can make a difference in the way I think and handle things and events in my life. So need I say, buckle up and enjoy the ride! You never know, it might inspire you too!